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A geek with a dark side {SCORN}
Age 29 From New Haven, CT - Online Today
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Basic Information
| Self Description | | My fasinations are for most anything & anybody surreal, freaky and unuseall.I love watching or reading about the dark side of human behavior... Serial Killers, Freaky Religious Cults & Other Insane Types Of People. I find it all to be deeply fasinating!
As it says in my headline, I see myself as a geek because of the first 20 years of my life I was VERY socialy awkward & shy.A total spaz. No real friends, was made fun off and tortured relentlessly.Even though I have grown up considerablly & changed phyiscaly & mentally {not apearing like the typical geek any longer} I'm still very awkward & shy-Allways going to be a geek at heart- As I grew up I also sought to fit in somewhere,
to belong, but searching for an idenity led me nowhere fast.I was never excepted by any social group, Even the other geeks wouldn't leave me alone!!! Now that I'm older, I know all those struggles for better or for worse had a huge part in making the person I am today.Not to mention it helped me appeciate kindness from others that much more.To disspate the rare bouts smypathy from others durning such painful experiences the darkness within me still grew, feeding upon the the years of mindless heartbreak I went though{& all the pain that went though me} For many years this dark side scared me to DEATH I never had the strength to let it out intill I moved out of my parents house to be on my own for the first time.Once there, I finally embraced the darkness within.I felt like I could FINALLY be myself for the first time in my whole life. I felt like I was FINALLY FREE!!! Those next couple of years I experienced alot of life altering changes. Namely, meeting others who felt as I did. I also found explainations for alot of weird things I felt all my life, things I didn't understand when I was younger.Unexplainable turn on's by seemningly weird crap etc; but that too is only a small part of who I am. Physically, how I like to dress is very laid back: Plain black tanks, cap-sleeve t's, plain black/grey or red baseball shirts, old/new dark wash jeans {98% of the time}Sneaker's or knee-high boots, {black leather of corse}Black hoodies & army/trench coat.I LOOOVE Silver Jelwery{Dog chains, gothic or old school punk chains etc;} or leather cord necklaces with silver charms. **I prefer minimal make-up; black lipstick on the eye lids, wild cherry chapstick and sometimes mascara when I'm feeling playful. I have olive skin tone{but I get really pale in the winter because of the russian english genes I also have thrown into the mix} I get a small breakout every once in a rare while but mostly my complexion is very clear. My hair is natually dark brown thick & wavy, but I color it either blood red or black. My eyes change color sometimes from light brown w/ yellow to all black.My height is 5ft 7 inches, My body is curvy, slightly pear shaped; big arms, big strong legs, round belly, round backside Basicly your avrange "Italian Woman" type body. Emotionally, As I said before I'm very shy and timid around other humans but once I realize those around me are just as differant or even more so I lighten up and become more relaxed.Being hurt so much my whole life is partly the reason why I am such a "lone wolf" I've been told I'm a very loving person by many, but even more now, I no longer can stand to do all those tyical social things that most chicks do my age.{I hate going to bar's or clubs} I dunno guess that makes me a pretty boring chick...I just know what I like...it's cool if someone else doesn't "get" me. If people don't like me-it's cool-I think making your own path is the way to go in life.
Being normal is so overated!!! |
Appearance & Situation
| Marital Situation | | Never Married |
Status
| Education Level | | Some College |
| Employment Status | | Unemployed |
| Specialty | | Art / Music / Literature |
| Job Title | | professional vagabond |
| Annual Income | | Less Than $14,999 |
| Living Arrangements | | Alone |
| Housing Situation | | There Is No Noise |
Taste
| Tv Selection | | News, Cartoons, Dramas, Situation Comedies, Movies, Reality Shows, Re-runs |
| Favorite Tv Shows | | Freaks & Geeks, Pharanormal State, Buffy The Vampire Slayer |
| Movie Selection | | Action, Science Fiction, Comedy, Romance, Drama, Family, Animation, Horror, Thriller, Adult |
| Favorite Movies | | Donnie Darko, Quills, Clockwork Orange, {Any John Waters Movie} |
| Music Selection | | Rock, Metal, Electronic, Industrial, New age, Ambient, Punk |
| Favorite Artists | | Black Sabbath, Portishead, Hole, Bikini Kill, Kittie, Korn, Tool/APC |
| Reading Selection | | Ancient, Auto-biography, Biography, Comic, Fantasy, Horror, Humor, Music, Mystery, Philosophy, Poetry, Science |
| Favorite Reading | | An Underground Education, Any Pharanormal/Unexplained, XXX- {Especially Hentai} |
| Idea Of Fun | | Being by myself doing my own thing,
sleeping, watching my favorite TV shows, watching box sets, DvDs etc; When I get loney hanging out with my small but tight group of friends, Writing to people on the internet |
Personality
| In High School I Was A | | Quiet One |
| Social Behavior | | Reserved, Shy, Loud, Observant, Anti-social, Friendly, Comedic, Flirtatious, Outgoing, Dark, Strange |
| Interests And Hobbies | | Arts & Crafts, Reading, Music, Tv, Movies, Internet, Photography, Travel, Playing Cards |
| Idea Of A Great Time | | Hanging Out With Friends, Going Shopping, Staying At Home, The Movies, Relaxing, Sleeping, Reading A Book, Playing Dress-up, Tv |
| Our First Date | | It doesn't matter to much to me where we go or what we do, as long as the company is nice and {fairly gentlemenly}I don't expect the date to take me to fancy overpriced restants.{I never had the taste for those places anyway}
Olive Garden, TGI Friday's, Chiles*Ruby Tueday's*or even Burger King is more then okay by me.Maybe a nice romantic walk afterwards
Talking along the way getting to know eachother more. |
| Always Wanted To Try | | L.A.R.P, {Alternative}Photography, Acting{Especailly in B movies, Sci-Fi, Fantasy, or Horror Movies}, Fetish Modeling, Getting pierced & Tatooed {Full sleaves would kick ass!!} |
| Friends Describe Me As | | Friendly, Troublemaker, Raunchy, Obscure, Goofy, A Flirt |
Views
| Religion | | Spiritual But Not Religious |
| Political Views | | I Don't Like Politics |
| Goal In Life | | To show people happiness, give them hope, help mend broken hearts, Give kindness to random strangers, & {sooner or later}become a successful artist. |
| Humor | | Campy, Friendly, Goofy, Obscure, Slapstick, Raunchy, Sadistic |
Looking for
| Attracted To | | Intelligence, Humor, Empathy, Sensitivity, Oddities, Wit, Thoughtfullness, Passiveness |
| Looking For | | I'll admitt I have a major attraction for long haired guys{sometimes the more "femmine" the guy the better}& long haired women {the more tomboy the better} For I am Bisexual.But I know there is more to a person then their appearence.More or less it's a person that is unuseall, wears alot of black, eyeliner, skater/bondage pants are damn sexy, cuffs, wallet chains, combat boots, The "freak" types who stick out of the crowd, Or a shy awkward "nerdy"artist type.I'm a sucker for blue or green eyes & fair skin and punk/dark colored hair but then agian I'm also attracted to people who are slender in body type but also love to wrap my arms around someone with shape to them, a guy or gal who are overweight {the teddy bear effect} One of my biggest, MOST MAJOR turn offs are overly excessive unclean hygene-A little dirtiness is allright-{nobody's perfect}-but things like 24/7 morning breath, week old sweaty/moldy feet, body order that smells like rotting cheese, {EEeewww!!}just to nam |
| Relationship Type | | Internet Buddy, Friend |
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